it's been so long since i last blogged about something... courage, a word where it has such a strong meaning. not everybody can have courage to do something or to say something. me, myself do not even have a strong courage. had a very bad dream this afternoon.. it feels so real that tears even pouring while im unconcious.. i thought that i've lost my mom, she passed on.. thank god it was just a dream. i cannot imagine how my life would be without my mom around and her calls everyday to ask whether im alright.. could not type this anymore. may she will be healthy always and i would let her live happily when im older and succesful.